Thursday, August 16, 2012

Õudus

Üritasin midagi Sinu stiilis ehk sõnadega mängida. Minu tulemus:

Luukere karjuvad hääled,
hiired pakkude taha peitusid,
peensusteni hiilivad lõksude lõõridel.
Ma puhusin tuult
ja tuul mind puhus, puule graveeris
neid löömata orje, kuradina kurje hingi
higipiiskades sõi, paelu lahti sõlmis.
Ei eksinud hing, gigantlikult paelus,
patustas mustade jõudude väel, omal käel
jah olin seal, selles sinises seinas.
Pilt painas, hing läks lukku
ja võtit väetina kuivatati, see verest imbunud
Südamesse oda löödi, käega löödi,
surma sisse hingas viimase tõmbega,
viidad tõusevad kui ärkav päike,
väike äike läike maailmapildile joonistas,
puues taimetoitlasi iseenda rohelusega,
appikarjeid vaid taimed kuulsid, 
nutsid musti pisaraid, varjasid kaastunde lehtedel
istuvatele täidele, kaasa andsid pootud konnad.
Küünal kükitavas laevas uppus sipelgatesse.
Siin ja seal olin ma. Ära ütle, et sina ka.
Ma ei suudaks kuulata rohkem roomavatest vesikirpudest
vesistunud kujul, läbi savi murdunud nöörid.
Kahju seista seal, olles peal ja ikka seal.

And it's me the little baby knows.

Life is a long ladder to climb
Falling is not a crime
getting up again must be prime
or else it's Your chime
Well I'm fine
thank's for not asking
I'll be masking
my face with fake smile
looking at another fail
You are defile and hostile
Save your breathe
mouth seethe of lies
written in the emerald eyes
You are all the same, guys
Smile with fake advise
heartbrokers
death lovers
black flowers
dead doves
it goes on and on
another innocent child is born
He has your nose
and little toes
As snow falls
little baby grows
And it's me that little baby knows.

Butterfly wings

I miss You like noone else does
With you it's like playing with Gods
I mean, what are the odds
brakening us apart
You are smart 
and have a heart
There is no restart
in our love
being so above
or being belove
Our destiny dove
has flown
Landing on a golden throne
showing glory
in a lone story
Picking up pieces of butterfly wings
all the saddness it brings
is around the room
but life has to resume
time won't stop after doom
So walk on the floor
above the wings
and the saddness it brings.

Lost and forgotten

I lost lines, forbidden rhymes,
You know black and red signs.
Disturbing foolish souls,
modern designs
looking out the window.
Me being low
Noone cares noone hears
They play with your fears
Laugh at your tears
death cold at your shares
it's not a car you could repear
Can't go to jail for this crime
If there is a God,  please save me
I'm lost unfortunately.
So, so lost
in this blackened dust
was destined to be the last
to die in lonesome agony.