Wednesday, September 17, 2014

I'm standing in the shadows
looking at the darkness
hearing my own thoughts echo

Loneliness is killing my dreams
wanting to back away but 
all I know are screams

Will anybody save me 
or please someone kill me?
I'm tired of this life .. 

.. with no meaning
   .... with no meaning
     ..... with no meaning.

Saturday, July 19, 2014

Mõned vanad read

Am I lying to myself
what about those dreams
what about those happy endings
my dreams and my endings..


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I'm a lost soul
wondering around the corners
instead of a heart there is hole
stabbed by traitors with knives
and there is no end to my lonesome feeling
breathing, crying, smiling
all I do is just existing
but not being there
in others life
do you know how it is to bear
everything inside
never letting others know
never showing your beautiful soul
always the last
always the last
never the first
never alive..

 

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

Mind pole enam ..

Tulede teel ma kõnnin
üksildus tagumas pead
ja nii ma läen
unusta mind
kustuta mu pilt
oma meeltelt
oma tunnetelt
neid pole.
Tühjus
on me vahel
palun mõista seda
mind ei ole enam.